X=x-1: mental aspects, Documentary

Think back and imagine as negative time takes you on a journey of self-evaluation as the random order taps your access points in memory to reveal our purpose. The chain of Circumstance and Reactive queries themselves defining the uncertain creating interest for further inquiry of function. I am doing this as it comes for the sake of innocence and you will be able to induce more of your personality in the material as you read. My paranoia is sometimes applying its own times to beliefs to alter thoughts, making the psyche elusive. The spirits use what you and I don't know and the incorrect to function for immunity from the danger of misunderstanding. The X=X- 1 to me means that the first unit of a count is 0 and not 1. There was a sense of antagonism of suppressed emotions directed at those in the know. It's like those I know are on a boat ride not caring about the captain and his suggestions about safety to passengers. Security with money and comfort has left people oblivious about the welfare of those souls that demand recognition for integrity of their concern for a simple life. I had a concern for not being insincere and to provide a product that the reader would be able to detect the intricacies of my thinking process. There was a constant subconscious instinct to be admired for my human nature expressed in transfiguration of visualization and fantasy. My schizophrenia was the fuel driving my ambition to decipher the mysteries of unexplained desires converted into diction to associate beliefs. I want to expose my innocence to the world and provide a blueprint for reference to compare and analyze our personality differences and to accept them as if we had no skin to hide under. There is an ongoing process to make my personality manifest with the application of intuition of reason to correlate with the unspoken to verify doubt. This may be related to my libido and an aura to make sensual contact as with the erotic nature of mammals. Faults in the manuscript is due to intelligence that intelligence does not want to correct for my sake. My 1life has endured as the posters or Sharuk Kahn and Madhuri Dixit I had for over twenty years in my parent's home in the Bronx.